His death is the only thing I've cried about in, like 5 years. I felt immensely sad when Colin died, but it was only a few months later, hearing his name again that had me sobbing uncontrollably for half an hour. The feeling of sadness passed after 5 minutes, but I just couldn't stop the tears...I could smile, I could actually feel normal, but they kept streaming out.
It was the most I have ever cried, something just happened inside my brain, pieces just fit together and litres of salty water flew out my eyes.
Grief is a wierd thing.