single. i was saying why its not working but how i still liked her..
her "sounds like you want me to break up with you, so you dont hurt me?"
me "kinda :j"
her "why?? i dont wanna lose you so why would i break up with you?"
me "idk but i do still like you btw..but i feel like the relationship isnt really going anywhere."
her "kay.. so your done?"
me "i think so
"
her "kay. well we can't be friends."
me "why not"
"that literally kills me inside"
her "cause i dont want too."
me "why not? if you dont wanna lose me, why would you not wanna even be friends?"
her "why would i want to tease myself with something i want and cant have?"
me "i never said we cant be anything..i do still like you. when i start going up to maine more i will gladly date you again. but with school on friday i dont think i will be up in the next few months. it kills me not being able to see someone that long."
her "well oh well im done. by chris and have a f*king nice life!"
me " well f*k my life"
her "you did it. not me."
me "but i dont see why you have to kill me inside. i dont wanna hurt you at all. i try not to. i care about you. but as of right now its not working out."
her "as of right now. im pissed and hurt and dont want anything to do with you. but just remember you chose this not me."
me "when you arent pissed will you want to be friends. cause i wanna kill myself at this point. this is the worst thing possible."
her "probably not."
me "i really dont see why"
her "i told you why."
me i kno wthat, and i never said we are completely through. when we start going to maine more il gladly try again. but it will hurt borh of us more and more when i dont even go up, and when i do it will be snowy and the golf cart and predator cant make it to your house"
her "yeah well im not gaming your games.. and not waiting around. so peace."
me "please reconsider..text me if you need anything at all. il let you cool down."
her "nope. im not reconsidering. your loss. not mine."
me "where did i go wrong? why are you friends with other people who actually tried to hurt you? i tried my hardest to not make you mad or upset at all, and what i get in return is pretty much me wanting to die."
her "im not immature and fighting over text messaging."
FACEBOOK: amanda is the girl who made a fake profile to try to get us apart, and it seems like she started all this, but she diddnt. then last night me and another GUY friend were messing with her and he is in a fb relationship with her and i was doing nothing except just feeding him ideas.
Tasha
BTW HAVE FUN WITH AMANDA!
8:00pmMe
who?
8:00pmTasha
amanda smithh!
8:01pmMe
the fake bitch?
8:01pmTasha
yeeo
yeep*
funny shes come into the picture, and nothing is working?
whatever chris.
**** off!
8:01pmMe
oh kinda cant...and thats not why..
8:02pmTasha
yeah righttt!
8:02pmMe
i pointed out that she was fake
you proved it
8:02pmTasha
yeahh.. and who was the one that sat up and talked to her all last night?
and played around like she was real.
8:02pmMe
nick
the one who tells me he loves me
HE
who doesnt take anything seriously
8:05pmTasha
yeeeeep!
bye!