try and see it this way:
You can never tell where your limits are, if you never had crossed one.
Even by accident, all experience you collect makes you a better driver.
Get well soon, and don't get too mushee about teh girls, it happens some day and it may struck you like a 3 phasic lightning.
@ tristan: The number of phases doesn't matter, it's the voltage and your body-resistance wich results the current flow of deadly energy. and of course the exposure time
regards