Well, for starters, yes i do smoke. Have been for 9 years now. Anyone who's interested how old i was when i started, can check my profile. Don't really care what you say. I am not proud of it nor am i ashamed of it. The reason I'm posting is as follows. Those of you slagging us lot off, because "we pay for cancer" or "just kill ourselves". Well think twice because you can get cancer when you don't smoke, and what are you going to blame it on then? The world? And those of you saying that we kill ourselves. Please, we know what we're dealing with, and thanks to that we know what can happen to us when we continue smoking. I might even say that smoking has kept me more alive than not smoking will ever do. Thanks to smoking my thinking has changed, a lot, i write better. OK, maybe smoking has limited me in some ways, for example, when i was youunger I had to hide from everyone that i smoked, because where i live, it's not considered 'cool'. Never has been, and probably never will be. I started smoking because both my parents did, and i was a passive smoker since my birth. Don't regret starting at all.
For those of you who have quit smoking. I believe you had a good reason. The only reason i see myself quitting is when i manage, somehow, produce offspring. That's the only reason, then, when i do die from cancer, or any other shit, I can say: "At least I tried."
For those of you who have never tried, damn i feel sorry for you, at least try, to see what shit we go through ~20 times per day.
For those of you who hate us, smokers. I hate you back, for now.
And here's why i smoke, i like to have a moment for myself, just leave this world behind for a moment and think about things. The time spent smoking is perfectly the time i need. If i find something that works the same way a cigarette does, i will quit. By that i mean the process of setting the smoke alight and in the end putting it out. I don't mean the kick i get from it, couldn't care less for it.
In the end, we can all choose how we want to live. Non smokers-please, let us, smokers, live with ourselves, avoid us if you need to. And i promise we will respect your wishes as well.
Just my 2 cents. Have a nice life.