This week has been prolly the most stressfull, mindblowing.... you get the idea. There is no word for how happy I am. It has beed a difficult year for us, and this was a last desperate act to try and stay on top which some would say (incl. me) went succesfull.
It's never easy to win like this since it's been quite an emotional year for me family wise, and therefore this is something that will mark me forever i don't know my feelings right now, I'm quite hungover still and very tired but it more feels like someone close to me has died or something because i was really happy the first few hour after and it started faiding away.
But thanks guys, it means alot to me that you are actually looking out for me, because i didnt get the chance to tell anyone about this before i went because i was so busy and it was as said, Last minute signup.