All this reading between the lines... Look the way I see it I've never rowed with a sane person on this forum, but I have rowed with a decent and fundamentally ok one.
That was kev, a looong time ago. We got over it, time moves on, and it's not worth being bitter over whatever it was we argued over (I dont even remember). I'll happily joke, spar, share ideas, and discourse with kev without bringing up an old dispute.
With some people this is not possible.
I dont hold grudges very long, once whatever dispute has settled i'm often the one who makes the peace offers, gestures of goodwill, and bends over backwards to be as accomodating as possible in trying to repair bridges. I'll keep trying, but if i'm rejected then I ocassionally get frustrated and vent off again.
If mod in question is honest he'd have to confess of numerous offers of help, kindness, and support but I doubt you'll get any form of confirmation from him regarding the last year of trying to make peace without twisted word and forked tongue, he doesnt want peace. He wants me gone from this community. Period.
If someone cant get over a silly row over a computer game and throws things back in my face then dont be suprised if every now and then I get fed up and bite back, but i'm not going anyway just because somebody doesnt like me and is prepared to abuse a position of power to post outrageous statements about me as he locks a thread.
So that's said, and that's all i've got to say on that subject. I had my periodical "God dammit" steam build up vent off the other day. Everyone knows there is tension between us, few people - even those in UKCT - know why.
I contribute to this community and earned my place here, and bullying and scare tactics wont get rid of me.
The only thing that will move me on is a dev saying they dont want me here.
If that's the case, i'll pack up and go.
Otherwise he'll just have to accept i'm going to stick around and continue to contribute positively towards LFS and sim racing. I dont know if i'll make efforts for peace again, i'm not sure I have it in me to keep trying, i've no idea if that means I wont feel the need to vent ocassionally or not - I guess we'll find out.