i agree with most people in this thread, it takes alot more then just a public apoligy and a starvation for pitty for people to fogive a speedhacker. alot of people take this game seriously, and to cheat not only them, but urself, is a big deal. and its been mentioned before, buy a new account, start fresh if that thats what u want, because as it goes, once a cheater, always a cheater, no matter how much you say that u will never do it again, whenever u win a race, the question will be there, whenever u make a good pass, the question will be there.
everyones fuc*ed up in there life, i know i have. but apoligies dont fix everything, as most people would no in these forums. rockclan, buy a new account, cauz not that it matters much, i believe u wont do it again, i belive u have learnt, but other people will not. u buy a new account, come around with a different name, and racee clean and fair. build up respect again. earn it.
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