Sorry fella, i just read the first 10 posts or something like that. In fact, u gotta be emo because this ... no offense but this is overreacting. In other way i understand, maybe u had strong relationship with her.
If i was emo, i would be dead a year ago. If u knew whats happened in my life then u would cut ur veins 100x times and then some more stuff. But people are different.
This is what happened to me in the last 1 year.
My parents devorced
My girl dumped me
My bird died
I quit school because they failed me for fun (for 2nd time)
My other bird died
Money problems
... and a bunch of more stuff wich are more serious and i just cant tell this in public or anyways, cant tell to anyone.