Had a very vivid and scary dream last night, very nasty, it was basically a relationship of a few years but fitted into a few minutes, like highlights of it if you get me, and with a girl that i know well, who has just become single in real life.
In the dream we got together (like we almost have on and off in real life over the years) and it was lovely, we married (walking down the aisle was particularly vivid) we had kids, twins, one boy and one girl, we named the boy richard michael and the girl skye emily, they grew up to about the age of 7 or 8.
Then my 'wife' got cancer (just as her mother has battled and won against in real life) and basically i saw her get iller and iller (this part was much more drawn out than earlier points in the dream) and on the 21st of march 2019 (there was a calender in the hospice) i watched her die.
We had the funeral, i did a eulogy, me and the kids went home in a grief filled daze, then i woke up.
I awoke and immedietly started crying, because i honestly believed that she was dead, then rationality kicked in and i texted her, she replied in under 5 minutes, the relief i felt was unreal, i never ever want that dream ever again!