Things didn't go anywhere with gothgirl, had a fun time hanging out but she doesn't seem interested
but i met a lubly 17yo at a party last weekend, been txting/talking on phone non stop since saturday, and will be taking her out to dinner not this week but next ^.^
Maybe a kiss downunder is something different.... hehe
Just came home from the US. Feel mega shit! Got a cold from the flight and the food was shit, so also stomach problems....
I also feel really bad about how i acted towards the girl. Before I went to bed today we had a talk about what happened and she told me she was pissed off that a didn't say goodnight etc.. for a couple of nights and that I didn't talked to her. So it's kinda stupid right now and I'm annoyed as ****. I took some stuff home for her because her bag was overweight so I might go see her to bring her stuff back and then talk. I'll just wait for now until she gets back at me.
Now going to the toilet for a huge dump and getting shaved, bye.
Before, that's why i tried to make it up before we left. We had some fun the last day but I didn't realised she was that upset.
And i wanted to tell her what i felt like, but never got the chance to.
Ive now realised i dont like the younger girls.. had a 17 y.o girlfriend for a few months that turned serious straight away, talking about the future etc and how we would want to live our lifes (not with each other but in general) and everything seemed perfect.. but as soon as i mentioned a certain future career she turned in to a different person. She wasnt a fan of the prospect of me joining the army, nor that i was thinking about choosing the 22 year contract.
Everything went quiet for a couple of days and we finally started texting again, and suddenly she "urgently" needed to see me, so ofcourse i went out and made the effort of walking for an hour and half, just to get binned because she didnt think it would be a good idea dating a guy that would be touring round the world with the forces because she would be alone with 'the future spouse' so to speak.
This i s why younger girls (mainly teens) are not the option, unless they are REALLY mature. They have no clue what they want, the almost seem bipolar for the fact they change their mind every 5 seconds about things and they cant just be civil, they always have to be doing things, trying to keep me awake on work nights for some fun (although thats not a problem but theres a limit to these things).
Not going hunting for a girl to settle down with, just going to go with the flow, ill just hang fire and wait for it to come to me, and if that happens, i feel i could make the right decisions easier than searching for the right one.
you seem to be confused about what maturity and knowing what you want means
sounds like she knows exactly what she wants and youre not it and shes mature and decisive enough to take action