You can do both of them.
I can’t see why we have to choose what is better for you.
Do whatever you like… the main goal is to have fun.
Racing is far more exiting than “cruising” if you have racers at a close level to compete.
It is not hard to be competitive and stable because you are young and others are older… You just have limited racing experience. Even if you where 20 you would have the same difficulties at the beginning.
I can’t see why we have to choose what is better for you.
Do whatever you like… the main goal is to have fun.
Racing is far more exiting than “cruising” if you have racers at a close level to compete.
It is not hard to be competitive and stable because you are young and others are older… You just have limited racing experience. Even if you where 20 you would have the same difficulties at the beginning.