Hmmm. I sorta know where you're coming from. I'm a mostly white guy that grew up and still lives in vato land. As a kid, I really couldn't deal with most of the other white kids. Not like I'm some sort of white mexican or whatever, but when you grow up in circumstances like that, you look at things a lot different than what other people that are supposed to be your color do.
But these people are probably just razzing you... Can you imagine how many times I got teased by friends for being White? Oh well your lucky. White boys don't jump people in.
You ought to mess with their heads and start wearing a cowboy hat.
You know what you do if people call you a wigger? You deal with it. My dad grew up in a really crappy slum in Chicago, before there even was a such thing as "the projects". At least your father didn't come home drunk and beat you up. And, did people physically harrass you because of your religion and/or race? No? Then don't complain about being called a wigger.
A few years ago, my bro and I were waiting for a bus. 10' away, was 3 kids on their way home from school.. 2 black kids, one white.. yet, the one that sounded most black, was the white kid(!!) with all it's "yo blud".. "bumberclot".. [insert more stupid made up words here]. The thing we both thought.... "I bet his parents are proud!".. and of course, he had the mandatory walk that made him look like 1 of his legs was 6" shorter than the other.
Personally, I think it's a disgrace! but unfortunately, a lot of the kids now "tink[sic] it good to be bad, innit y0!".
The thing that _really_ pisses me off, is HTF _anyone_ can pronounce the word 'ask' incorrectly.... yes, 'A' followed by 'S' followed by 'K'... so how this can be pronounced as 'arks' is beyond me.
I think all white kids wanting to be black should be shot... have some fscking self-respect!
Oh, you're white you said, but you want to be / act black... hmm, that's not pretending?
You're no different to most people like yourself... you have a serious lack of education! (you even managed to spell 'disclaimer' wrong in your OP.. not just once, but _twice_... there rests the case for the defence m'lord). When you're not something, but are trying to be, you're p-r-e-t-e-n-d-i-n-g.
Seriously, have some self respect and some dignity and start behaving like the person you were brought into this world as... it really ain't cool for white people to try and be black.. while you might get some kind of fake respec[sic] from your fellow "bredrins".. us normal white people just point and laugh (and I'd do so to your face too, not just via a forum).
So you don't "talk the talk and walk the walk"? (nothing to do with having balls in this case). If not, and it's just a case of you having mainly black mates (or did previously), there's really no problem.. I certainly wouldn't make any comment about it (heck, I have a few myself).. if it is a case of you "talkin like dis bro" and "y0000.. don't be dissin' a brudder homey!", then I rest my case.