well it was not this year when i got crazy was in 2002 i already explained it in my thread, since you ask i copied it from my thread:
in 2001 there was this girl, she would dress always on blue like me and we crossed all times
one day when i was considering going out with another girl she liked me and which was incredibly pretty i thought i should give me another chance and see this girl i liked
as i took the bus i got knowledge there was a strike yet she would go there on blue and with a luftwaffe jacket its not sold in spain identical to mine
she would come to me and asked me if i wanted to play a game with her and her couple frineds
her friend would say to me: this time you dont play on blue
the girl i liked said i dont want to eat him refering to the game
so i thought well the girl i like probably likes me why would she say she dont want to eat me in the game and so many more things, thats not normal so i sent away the other girl who liked me which i still regret because for being honest with my feelings i ended alone
so the 21-12-2001 i aked her out and she sent me away
i liked the girl so much i couldnt stand the idea of seeing her in the future with children so i left intending to be forever to amsterdam leaving my family and studies
there i had so much cannabis i had the feeling everybody knew me and got extreamly paranoid, luckily in a lucid moment i fled back home whre i had a nervous breakdown
my obsesion with this girl hasnt stopped and i fantasize every girl i like its actually her something like this video
http://es.youtube.com/watch?v=rjzzK8tIbOc
so im attacked by most for being crazy though a good person