Then don't be a hypocrite, what I do is no less worse than what you do, and to say I have nothing better to do is not right, it's late, I rarely sleep and I have no college etc, I'm hyper as anything and wanted to check up on the forums
Also don't live with him, move back in with your parents or find another job ASAP!
Also didn't read all of the blog, you write too much.
The difference is that I wasn't banned for life and repeatedly come back.
It wouldn't be so bad if you did what Shadowwwwww does and sort of actually takes part in some half decent posting - you just either post crap to irritate or just outright spam...