Yeah, it sucks, im to blame tho, as i did the dumping.
Probably could of sorted things if we had actually sat down and had a proper convo, but no, thats too easy, i had to work out (wrongly) in my own mind that i didnt want a gf anymore, so i told her that, straight, totally inaccuarate as well, but its too late now, i fooked it up.
Thats life i guess.