have all of your recents been from the party scene?
not trying to poke at you, but if so think about where you are sourcing from...i understand finding similar interests, but party scene is quite short lived in general.
my first is a random girl from a friend, second is random girl from a random place, third was a bored chat, 4th was a friend's gf's friend...you never know where you are going to meet somebody you are into, be prepared always. be confident sober, be yourself thoroughly.
but single is amazing, im just out of a 5 month one, and living it up...you have to remember to make the most of what you currently can.
dont beat yourself up...we all learn that b*tches be crazy