I've been around the net since the old BBS days, and this have to one of the most unintetionally surreal posts I have ever read.
You have a guy, he comes here, asks for advice, gets the answer to his question, blows up in another thread, says the whole community is "crap", and pulls some kind of sob story/hissy fit, Wow.....
TBH I think most "noobs" wouldnt blow up or react to a couple of sniddy posts like you did, jesus MAN (according to your post you are, well at 24 you should be) grow a thicker skin.