What's to re-read? It is an official session, period. Also, no matter how harsh or how small a rule is, a rule is a rule. When you break it, you suffer the consequence listed.
Only one needing to re-read here is you. This stuff should be in the pre-qual thread, not poluting the purpose of this thread. The clear lack of emotional control has you blurting out things in here when there is no reason to. Get your act together, admit you are at fault, and take the consequences.