but i dont think im crazy cause a trauma its just my so many odd experiences
i told you about my precognititive syncrhonical thoughts, but i saw also very odd programs on tv:
in one they explained that often chicken meat is added a product that reduces the genetic pairs of proteins from millions to just one with which is imposible to determine the origin of the meat
or this other where a guy gets handcuffed to a cars steering wheel with the keys in the hand and has to free himself before a demolition truck smashes the car, it was a show where people risked their lifes for money
another time a comedian was telling jokes on a show but he had the face slightly deformated due to burns, i saw it as a superation example
or seeing arthur c clarke himself appearing on a documental telling that he only had sex with puber childs, 5 years later i found out this tape was suppose to exist saying exactly that but not even scotland yard had acces to this tape and charges were retired against clarcke
i dont know if these are hallucinations, dreams that later i take for real or what but certainly make very difficult be a normal person
i used to be a perfectly normal person but in 2001 started experiencing syncrhonity, 1st thing would be seeing the numbers 12 21 11 11 everywhere
this is a very extended phenomena just search 11:11 and youll find thousands personal accounts
but what started for me in 2002 havent find any alike:
im thinking, we never stop thinking as my mom told me, and suddenly i hear the word im thinking said by someone else
this started so suddenly and massively it drove me to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 because id be experiencing this thought sinchronity every half minute, it was crazy
now i experiment it 30 times a day and now is not only a single word is 2 or 3 in a row that hadnt happened before
my sister who is a psychiatrist tells me the meds and i tell her this things
she has my view, could be precognition or could be not
his husband expalin it as deja vu, a mistake of memory
but i have proof this is wrong since it happens to me talking as well i say a word and somebody say exactly the same word half second later, there are witness for this
this experience of myself is what makes me believe that there exist things science cant explain like precognition or synchronity
why what did i do to deserve your attack, being honest?
why dont you try as me to tell everybody what you really think?
you can, the worse that can happen is you get banned
well studies show 1 every 4 is a socialiced psycho
an example of this can be seen on somebody showing a news of a girl comitting suicide and say FAIL
i mean im a nice person i can tell what i do and think: i listen to my soul through synchronity and it told me to call god more and grow my love and that there are very few angels and that i have many many graces
also i try to be creative i research for mental experiments on physics on many things not thought before, i tell you that sometimes i have faith in god and think this world must be staged cause god wouldnt allow as much suffer as the news show
these are unique ideas because they are my creation and i like to share them
on the contrary what did you apport to the world through this forum
putting down people?
thats all you do, the creativity you showed: a worm instrument, well at least the gong piano was amusing but the worm violin...
tell me one single thing that makes me deserve your attack
why some people give me energy like the very end and others take enrgy from me like you
do you think i try to caught attention, i dont, im just myself and because of this though i was the best person in the world wouldnt matter to be hated
well less words:
you hate me cause im a nice person who can be honest while you cant be honest because you are a ...
becky i find what you say very interesting, and you are very inteligent you proved it when you understood that if my inertial thruster based on eliptical pattern worked it would lead to free energy, you saw it right the spot yet for me it took 5 years of thinking
so my view on doomsday:
12-21-11:11 is exactly winter solstice and end of long count maya calendar
it cant be that exactly at the exact same moment of solstice magnetic field shifts
it would be too much of a coincidence
now i know by personal experience that somethings gonna happen, im kind of pshychic, i have precognitions and i saw during some time the numbers 12 21 11 11 every where, and as me there are million who experience the same
it cant be a coincidence
in my opinion the long count mayan calendar points to the end of the fall of man
it cant be a catasthrophe since if it was so it should have been pointed to any other date rather to a solstice, is like if nukes fell over and showed their pattern in the screen the message PEACE
so i disagree on your view of 2012 being the end of the world