hell after 6 hours i had one though ill keep at it

nope seems that actually for being schizophrenic you ahve to be convinced of odd ideas

though i have odd ideas im not convinced of any of them

i didnt say i smoke weed i said you can know what i smoke by my posts, i dont want to get banned

but the fact is im asking for advice to quit

well more than 4 hours without smoking, i think this time im doing it

btw im getting frustrated with the game

im 1.5 seconds away from wr and i dont think doesnt matter how much i practice i wont get farther

thanks guys i appreciate it

what im doing is quitting for 48 hours and then reduce to 2 cigaretes a day and then see

well now is 2 hours without smoking 46 to go

btw i havent been diagnosed schizophrenia, contrary to people with this disease im not convinced of my ideas just supsicious

Last edited by lerts, Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:46.

well by my posts you can guess

im in a vicious circle i spend all my money on smoke so i dont go out and meet girls so i dont have reason to quit and keep spending all my money on smoke with which i dont go out and i dont meet any girl with which...

but im willing to break this vicious circle

ive just decided im quitting smoking again

how do you think is better slowly or suddenly?

great i just tested and they unbanned me im on that redline combo

do you think i should switch my wormhole racer name to something anonimous?

demos are faster casue they know better the circuit

i play this combo on ctra1 and i got 2 seconds and one accident, i even got hottest lap once

id like to race in ctra but i cant learn the circuits since it changes so fast

and redline the only populated server with a fixed circuit i got banned right the way when they realized it was me

hell tell me of a single server populated with a fixed circuit but redline

it really was a misfortune getting banned from them and totally unfair cause they did so cause my personality on the forum not bad behaviour, in fact i just could join once

yes and i must have made 24:24 in the 1st split a hundred times

this game need thousands of a second:

http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e222/raaaid/14.jpg

is not the 1st time this happens to me

check wheel compesnation looking at the virtual wheel

no compensantion is real time movement, compensation means low sensitivity in the center and higher sensitivity on the extremes

i use 65º lock and no compensation, its the fastest for me

is it true that the system tried to impose acrilic cloths years ago?

its mentioned in back to the future when doc says he is taking cotton underwear to the future

so maybe society is more difficult to rule than they say when we resisted this

well i would be easy to control just tell me the opposite of what you want me to do

well i got over accepting i might be a danger but ill do my best which is cotinue my meds

i cahnged my mind ill keep at trying to quit smoking

edit:

im watching a program about somebody who believes to be merlin and anther god those are crazy i forgot that though i have the same idea than many schizos im actually just suspicious

Last edited by lerts, Fri, 10 Oct 2008 23:29.

well what im not doing for sure is leaving my meds

i was suppose to end my treatment in 3 months but after what i heard yestedary on tv ill keep it for life, just solved it out with my sister and psichiatrist

hell but this is the 4th time i hear of a schizophrenic thinking everybody is acting in a circus or show or stage

im used to think many things i hear afterwards ive shown you many examples

and it makes no sesne this things really looks like some devils are having a laugh at me

wtf did i saw on tv 5 years ago arthur c clarke saying he only had sex with puber childs

not even had scotland yard acces to this tape and i saw it on tv11111

hell im having my meds, ill probably never leave them but hell im a tortured prisioner of this world

i wont quit smoking

yesterday i made the mistake of watching some yellowish news

there was a stubbing in a hospital so they brought up a news from 2003 where an schizophrenic doctor slayed 4 people inside the hospital

they said that this doctor had the paranoia everybody was acting in a circus with half people against her and half pro her and they could read her mind

imagine how i felt it was exactly my paranoia being in the truman show with my mind read and people against me or with me

so it comes im actually a danger so im gonna keep smoking with which my actual cough i can last 10 or 20 years more enough to live more than my parents and no disapoint them

obviously those ads of cigartes, smoking kills is undercover publicity

oh come on that d4v says the same bs that millions pages do

my points of view are unique i dont get them from somone its my madness

oh you said that the lizard over lords stuff is propaganda by the neonazis and seems true seeing they hold a whole race as evil

david icke is the guy behind all the reptilian overlords propaganda

hell my favourite caharacter from V was martin the lizard man who supported the resistance

well i like this lizard man cartoons because of the values it teaches contrary to for example family guy with bad values

sargent keroro teaches that not for being lizard man they are bad that between them are goodies and baddies just like humans

as you said david icke is a neonazi and you can tell this by how he generalizes a race as all of them evil

all reptilians being evil is the same than saying all blacks are evil

by now im the only one who voted less than 90

but i cant believe it high sensitivities are much safer and faster

it must be some kind of shadowy secret

my view on all youre base are belong to us

spanish vasque english

cadena cate chain

ten to have

padre aita father

deja laga let

ten la cadena te la dejo papa tocate la gaita play yourself your bagpipe

so tocate la gaita than in english means play your bagpipe would be take the chain father i let it to you

so its the same with all your base are belong to us it means something in other language the thing is to know what and in what other language

maybe atlantean?


edit:

for those who know spanish:

http://davidayuso.wordpress.co ... ua-euskera-para-lechones/

thanks guys for giving your views on my views this thread has 8 answers per 100 view which is pretty good

no i was joking and how most people misses an hour

a guy would go into a cave and first day got to sleep at 10, 2nd day at 11, 3rd day at 12 and so on, seems we need the day to be one hour longer

maybe the planet is acelerating the rotation

well me like many our home planet has 25 hours

im always missing an hour everyday

i dont know i tried 90º and got better times than with 40º

i think low sensitivity is faster but easier to spin and more dificult to drive

well ill listen and try to adapt to lower sensitivities