To be honest I feel I have just wasted 4 years of my life in IT education, its definatly not enjoyable for me anymore and the competitiveness in the IT industry in most, maybe even all fields just too much to make decent money.
I am at the moment rethinking my career choice entirely, I wouldnt consider it wasted though with the qualifications gained I can get any mediocre job in IT with ease...if I ever really needed the income, and education aside I have come out with a lot of crazy life experiences that I am sure will help me in the future, being only 19.
I have always taken life as it comes, bad choices, good choices...never know what lies ahead.
To the original poster though, yes, I feel too much gaming time and computer time has disfunctioned my brain somewhat....my concentration level has seemed to plummet from my used to be patient and composed self.
But they were my choices in the end...your just going to need the courage and motivation to change your life around from now.
If you enjoyed making music, go for it. Dont make something that causes you to think and write to the community this thread of concern overpower your true dream and passion.